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Sometimes I feel happy coz it is over, but I know that it is not true. It will never end. Fear and a lot of different feelings... Cancer is not like a cold. You can't go to the doctor and after one week he/she said that's over. Every single day I am scared. Of course I try to show that everything is ok, but I feel like actress. I have to show that I am happy and everything is alright. I need to be strong for people I love...